fatimah was sharing with me this thought.
how things could be so different in the future.
people doing different things.
and it's like they can no more play their instrus.
even though like the band means so much to us now.
now
but that's now, not the future
i guess people have their own ambitions
and not everybody can like afford to go on with their instrus
it's really kind of depressing
i feel so..i dunnoe
like days where you dont have band prac anymore..
days where you dont even touch yall instru anymore..
days where you stop hanging out together..
having lunch at orchard..
maybe there will be a day where all these dont matter to us anymore..
but when it still does..
i feel really sad for the future me..
i dont think it'll hurt anymore when that day comes
but i want it to hurt..
i want to crave to relive the days of our band lives
to miss the band..our instruments..everything..
i guess life has to go on..
things change everyday
people change
our needs change..
maybe one day we wont need band pracs anymore..
wont even want band prac anymore
dont need the kind of friends that we use to hang out with..
sigh.
i shall not go on..
1 Comments:
i guess its only when something is gone do u finally realise that its missing. like now.. subconsciously we still know that band would still be around the corner, it would still be going on. so maybe pple just dont miss it that much anymore. but when they finally realise that it could be gone forever, they realise that all these memories are worth treasuring, then they regret. maybe now pple just have other priorities, and band just gets pushed down the list cos after all we're top batch and there isnt any consequences in the senior junior way yep.
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